Unwell . Lately.
For the past week, the very least - yours truly was lost in his own world, probably a delusional one. Time flies like a duckling flapping its wings. It's close to month end and here's to more holidays!
i'm taking meds now since i'mma sick boy. Down with fever, flu and cough... sigh
will update soon.
Don't we all need a hero?
Friday, January 21, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Away and Back
the lack of updates.
Was rewarding myself with additional days of leave! Haha. But I'm gonna be back to work tomorrow. I spent the past weekend - down under, Singapore meeting up with fellow friends and some catching up after the New Year. Some have started new jobs, some stuck with whatever they're doing (eg. me) And the usual rants of life.
The problem with expectations is that you're bound for disappointment. Not a rare phrase now, would you disagree. Wouldn't you already know the outcome, or foresee it coming yet you still go ahead doing what that puts you in a disadvantage? Rings a bell?
Right, right. No one is to be blamed...? *rolleyes*
The Ex. Although I don't want to have to do with anything with him. Maybe, just maybe, a small tiny part of my heart still misses him. Seeing each other off and on went well as just friends. Recent times, I got a Whatsapp message from him, not understanding (himself) why everytime he sees me, he keeps falling in love with me.
It strucked me. Superficial. I thought. I didn't reply. Then again, it made all the difference.
Of bad habits. Grindr.
It depends on the individual what do they use it for. Spot cuties, some looking for fun and whatnots. Bad habit is that I grind a tad bit too often. It drains the battery :P
I rarely initiate a conversation unless I was pretty interested. All I got was fun requests. Stamp ok or deny? LOL.
Anyone using this iP app. Why do u use Grindr for?
Counting down to the weekend anyone? :)
Was rewarding myself with additional days of leave! Haha. But I'm gonna be back to work tomorrow. I spent the past weekend - down under, Singapore meeting up with fellow friends and some catching up after the New Year. Some have started new jobs, some stuck with whatever they're doing (eg. me) And the usual rants of life.
The problem with expectations is that you're bound for disappointment. Not a rare phrase now, would you disagree. Wouldn't you already know the outcome, or foresee it coming yet you still go ahead doing what that puts you in a disadvantage? Rings a bell?
Right, right. No one is to be blamed...? *rolleyes*
The Ex. Although I don't want to have to do with anything with him. Maybe, just maybe, a small tiny part of my heart still misses him. Seeing each other off and on went well as just friends. Recent times, I got a Whatsapp message from him, not understanding (himself) why everytime he sees me, he keeps falling in love with me.
It strucked me. Superficial. I thought. I didn't reply. Then again, it made all the difference.
Of bad habits. Grindr.
It depends on the individual what do they use it for. Spot cuties, some looking for fun and whatnots. Bad habit is that I grind a tad bit too often. It drains the battery :P
I rarely initiate a conversation unless I was pretty interested. All I got was fun requests. Stamp ok or deny? LOL.
Anyone using this iP app. Why do u use Grindr for?
Counting down to the weekend anyone? :)
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Why
Sometimes I wonder why I even try.
So, you see, how now?!
I think too much for my own good. Typical ponderer. Since the possibilities seem endless and there's about a dozen outcome to this. Unrelated.
I had a good busy start of the work day. Got myself a new formal shirt to start off Day 1 of 2011 :) Barely had time to myself today with several stuffs and questions to be answered, typical workday. Mundane so to speak.
Didn't hit the gym today cuz I got off work later than usual. The day ended just like that. And the same cycle continues tomorrow! Gah. Now, where's life? I don't seem to have one =P
Sunday, January 2, 2011
The New Year, 2011
Woke up this afternoon thinking to myself.
Hmm. the New Year.
Heck, seems like any other day... :P
Okay. Let's rewind to New Year's Eve. To be honest, the day passed really quick. Felt particularly lazy not to mention what a rude awakening since it's a holiday. I had to meet a couple of people, settle some errands. What happened was, I've recently started scouting for a place to live in Damansara so had arranged to meet the Agent to showcase several units, all of which were pretty okay-decent. But looking at the rate things are going, nothing's really certain just yet but a lengthy process plus couple of concerns to iron out. Sigh.
I headed back after the few errands and lunch with family. Slept off my whole afternoon. Worked late the day before since we're a day short to clear up the backlogs of trades and postings that I hadn't reviewed yet.
I was unnecessarily keeping myself really busy. I'm exhausted.
By all means, it's still work that has to be done since it has a deadline. Little did I know, I was keeping busy just so that I wouldn't think of him. Distracting myself, if anyone would've put it in a perspective. There's little I could do, really. He is someone I see as an opportunity like Future Value, and a Present Value to be figured. Without a given formulae, one has to derive the FV and PV. All in all, I was certain he was being unnecessarily difficult, walls built to withstand calamities of love. Only time would tell and I had to respect that afterall?
I've travelled this road before. How familiar. Trivial matters like this I've used to letting it be or let the cards fall where they may. Problem with me is allowing it to slip away. But like I've once heard - Relationships are only for the those who are prepared, not those wanting it.
Countdown to the New Year. Had adjourned to the Curve with a group of friends; rather the most happening spot for an event like this. their Fireworks display never fails to amaze me and way better compared to 1Utama.
01.01.2011
Since we're livin' in the New Year, I told myself this year is gonna be better than the last. Let the past not repeat itself but as lesson for us to live the future :)
For the rest of ya'll, how was your New Years?
Hmm. the New Year.
Heck, seems like any other day... :P
Okay. Let's rewind to New Year's Eve. To be honest, the day passed really quick. Felt particularly lazy not to mention what a rude awakening since it's a holiday. I had to meet a couple of people, settle some errands. What happened was, I've recently started scouting for a place to live in Damansara so had arranged to meet the Agent to showcase several units, all of which were pretty okay-decent. But looking at the rate things are going, nothing's really certain just yet but a lengthy process plus couple of concerns to iron out. Sigh.
I headed back after the few errands and lunch with family. Slept off my whole afternoon. Worked late the day before since we're a day short to clear up the backlogs of trades and postings that I hadn't reviewed yet.
I was unnecessarily keeping myself really busy. I'm exhausted.
By all means, it's still work that has to be done since it has a deadline. Little did I know, I was keeping busy just so that I wouldn't think of him. Distracting myself, if anyone would've put it in a perspective. There's little I could do, really. He is someone I see as an opportunity like Future Value, and a Present Value to be figured. Without a given formulae, one has to derive the FV and PV. All in all, I was certain he was being unnecessarily difficult, walls built to withstand calamities of love. Only time would tell and I had to respect that afterall?
I've travelled this road before. How familiar. Trivial matters like this I've used to letting it be or let the cards fall where they may. Problem with me is allowing it to slip away. But like I've once heard - Relationships are only for the those who are prepared, not those wanting it.
Countdown to the New Year. Had adjourned to the Curve with a group of friends; rather the most happening spot for an event like this. their Fireworks display never fails to amaze me and way better compared to 1Utama.
01.01.2011
Since we're livin' in the New Year, I told myself this year is gonna be better than the last. Let the past not repeat itself but as lesson for us to live the future :)
For the rest of ya'll, how was your New Years?
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