Certain twist in events had things come to a certain point -- where it goes downhill.
It's sad. Very sad, in fact.
It also made me realize how love gave someone the power to break you.
I don't know, if I were to tell a story of a downhill -- it's complicated. Less drama.
Try, keep trying? (For me, it's tried, TRY some more?)
Was I wrong to love in the first place? (A part of me never wanna be right again)
Probably the person, which I didn't actually choose, but having that sorta connection between us was unexplainable. We felt connected.
They say, timing is everything.
Monday, November 14, 2011
Friday, September 30, 2011
Nobody's Fool
Oh gawd. I'm back! =)
It's been almost 6 months since I last blogged.
Heh. Don't know if I'd go on blogging, knowing life is hectic as it is -- the interest in blogging just falls apart.
Nothing much changed, still at the same job, still loveless, tinge of cluelessness.
Inevitably, timing is everything. We all grow up.
Oh wells, just to catch up for lost time -- I'm starting off by browsing around other blogs.
[prolly leave a note here, there]
It's been almost 6 months since I last blogged.
Heh. Don't know if I'd go on blogging, knowing life is hectic as it is -- the interest in blogging just falls apart.
Nothing much changed, still at the same job, still loveless, tinge of cluelessness.
Inevitably, timing is everything. We all grow up.
Oh wells, just to catch up for lost time -- I'm starting off by browsing around other blogs.
[prolly leave a note here, there]
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Ponder Pondering Thoughts
Strange hour to be typing something out but anyway...
Ever felt something swimming in your thoughts, one can't quite comprehend? Trying to comprehend but still confused? :)
Oh wells someone i met tonight sorta gave me this whole annoying feeling, nothing bad for sure. Probably sort this out in the morning.
Then again, it's probably the small talks nobody would remember after they get home.
C'est étrange...
Ever felt something swimming in your thoughts, one can't quite comprehend? Trying to comprehend but still confused? :)
Oh wells someone i met tonight sorta gave me this whole annoying feeling, nothing bad for sure. Probably sort this out in the morning.
Then again, it's probably the small talks nobody would remember after they get home.
C'est étrange...
Monday, February 28, 2011
Checkin In
Hello peeps.
The place is left so so alone. Workload is piling up to the brim leaving me with late nights, weekend work and whatnots. So I was busy, but it was no excuse. Anybody who gives the - i'm busy excuse should be grilled! :P Cause no matter how busy you are, no time, whatever should learn to make time. I believe if there's a will, there's a way.
Obviously, I didn't have the will to blog. I was lazy, procrastinating but doing some other stuff.
So, Saturday night was the nightout for the first time to Marketplace.
Yeah. I've always heard of it, know where it is but never been there. Here's to a first.
Clubbing nights at Marketplace is on Saturdays.
(Afterall, only agreed to go at the invitation of a good friend)
So I arrived the place a total stranger, found couple of men at the upper level gawking whilst queuing to get in. Adjourned inside to find the place filled with... ooh. hot men. :)
Dance floor was just small, but had good rounds of cardio though it got kinda stuffy after awhile. Headed upstairs to chill by the couch with friends. And more hot men around.
Seen quite a few familiar faces tho... from say Grindr, Bloggers. So it seems everybody knows everybody, including their histories. Hmm. Small world. Well, had good fun and only left at 3 am and headed for food with friends.
Now, perhaps that's worth a second visit. Hopefully there's better music and crowd.
Anyone been here? What's your say about Marketplace.
That was my weekend. After weeding out the boring ones :P
How was your weekend?
The place is left so so alone. Workload is piling up to the brim leaving me with late nights, weekend work and whatnots. So I was busy, but it was no excuse. Anybody who gives the - i'm busy excuse should be grilled! :P Cause no matter how busy you are, no time, whatever should learn to make time. I believe if there's a will, there's a way.
Obviously, I didn't have the will to blog. I was lazy, procrastinating but doing some other stuff.
So, Saturday night was the nightout for the first time to Marketplace.
Yeah. I've always heard of it, know where it is but never been there. Here's to a first.
Clubbing nights at Marketplace is on Saturdays.
(Afterall, only agreed to go at the invitation of a good friend)
So I arrived the place a total stranger, found couple of men at the upper level gawking whilst queuing to get in. Adjourned inside to find the place filled with... ooh. hot men. :)
Dance floor was just small, but had good rounds of cardio though it got kinda stuffy after awhile. Headed upstairs to chill by the couch with friends. And more hot men around.
Seen quite a few familiar faces tho... from say Grindr, Bloggers. So it seems everybody knows everybody, including their histories. Hmm. Small world. Well, had good fun and only left at 3 am and headed for food with friends.
Now, perhaps that's worth a second visit. Hopefully there's better music and crowd.
Anyone been here? What's your say about Marketplace.
That was my weekend. After weeding out the boring ones :P
How was your weekend?
Monday, February 14, 2011
V Day
Aw shucks! I've not been blogging for the past week or so. Feels like a month.
Lazy bone kicking in. Been back at work for the longest time or it seems, after Chinese New Year. This year's was somewhat ordinary, including the usual table gambling with cousins and touch base with the cousins and relatives.
Quite a shocker to find out some cousins of mine are actually gay, *surprised look*
one was grindr-ing in the hallway; where everyone was. ha!
Oh wells. Had a rough patch over the holidays, needed time to pick myself up. It gets better though. No matter how superficial-look-a-like it was, I was affected emotionally. One of those rare occasions somehow, since maturity does comes with age that allows us to eventually grow above all this.
Thinking over a split second, i really felt, this is the one. I had to tell him, that I like you. I just know if I don't say it, I'll spend the rest of my life wondering. He shared the same sentiments, but only barriers exists. After all's said and done, i held his hand closely but he had to leave the country. I was really sad.
He hopes to see me soon. So do I. (but we all know, only time would tell)
But I believe, everything happens for a reason.
Next topic, the Prospect.
Lazy bone kicking in. Been back at work for the longest time or it seems, after Chinese New Year. This year's was somewhat ordinary, including the usual table gambling with cousins and touch base with the cousins and relatives.
Quite a shocker to find out some cousins of mine are actually gay, *surprised look*
one was grindr-ing in the hallway; where everyone was. ha!
Oh wells. Had a rough patch over the holidays, needed time to pick myself up. It gets better though. No matter how superficial-look-a-like it was, I was affected emotionally. One of those rare occasions somehow, since maturity does comes with age that allows us to eventually grow above all this.
Thinking over a split second, i really felt, this is the one. I had to tell him, that I like you. I just know if I don't say it, I'll spend the rest of my life wondering. He shared the same sentiments, but only barriers exists. After all's said and done, i held his hand closely but he had to leave the country. I was really sad.
He hopes to see me soon. So do I. (but we all know, only time would tell)
But I believe, everything happens for a reason.
Happy Valentines everyone.
It's just a day, like any other. But well wishes to all couples and single people like myself here.
Next topic, the Prospect.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Back
Random thoughts.
Without you, today's emotions would be but the remnants of yesterday's.
"Sans toi, les émotions d'aujourd hui ne seraient que la peau morte des émotions d'autrefois"
Without you, today's emotions would be but the remnants of yesterday's.
Friday, January 21, 2011
Unwell
Unwell . Lately.
For the past week, the very least - yours truly was lost in his own world, probably a delusional one. Time flies like a duckling flapping its wings. It's close to month end and here's to more holidays!
i'm taking meds now since i'mma sick boy. Down with fever, flu and cough... sigh
will update soon.
Don't we all need a hero?
For the past week, the very least - yours truly was lost in his own world, probably a delusional one. Time flies like a duckling flapping its wings. It's close to month end and here's to more holidays!
i'm taking meds now since i'mma sick boy. Down with fever, flu and cough... sigh
will update soon.
Don't we all need a hero?
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